I'm not quite sure what I'm doing here. My doctor wants me to keep a diary. She says that she doesn't have to see but that I need "an outlet". I've never been fond of the idea of sitting down and writing in a book, so I thought I would try this since I can type faster then I can write. It fulfills what she asked me to do and doesn't require me spending more then 10 minutes at a time doing it. And its not as if anyone is going to read this. So I can just say whatever I want and no one will ever know the difference. That's if I can think of anything to say.
Oh God I miss them. So very much.